When I am cast off your shores

Where shall it be when the two of us convoke in our own meaningless ways? Perhaps it will be around the corners of my smile. Perhaps it will be in the depths of my grief. How shall I greet thee, with a wounded heart and a shattered dream? Perhaps it is the shame of my hopes that has left me hopeless. Perhaps it is the nihility of my brimmed emotions that spill out with thoughts of thee.

I shall look up above heavens and question “When I am cast off your shores, what shall I do?” And our God shall answer “Speak because I hear you…”

08-08-05

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I’m bleeding in and out
with my fucking innocence
drinking your pain
slashed to pieces
like glass
I’m a victim of my own ignorance
thrown out of the window
among ripped curtains of your indifference
but you didn’t know…
You hurt those soft corners
of my belief
and came out my strong self
you questioned my morals
and came out all those answers
that I had asked you
you let me fall once
and I’ve risen up again
a thousand times higher
you weren’t the answer
to all my prayers
You weren’t the dream
I wanted to have
I will not let you see
what I have become
for my achievements
are only for me to savour
only for you to suffer,
and I stand here today
looking down at you
pitting you,
for that’s all you deserve
that’s all you’d ever have
Nothing

02.08.05